'What Am I Gonna Do...'

I miss him...
Oh God
what am I gonna do...
I miss him...

What is this dance?
what is this chance
I've taken?
This romance
thats shaken...
me to my core...
left me aching...
wanting...
more...
and more and more.

What am I gonna do
I just want him near me...
to sink my teeth into his soul
to stretch out beside him
underneath him
so whole...
and flow
in the drift drive driven undertow.

This thrilling edge
this towering cliff,
this force, this longing, this screaming lust,
this thump and grind and searing thrust...

What am I gonna do...
when he's over there
and I'm over here...
its tearing me apart
and cuts me to the bone
when I know without a doubt
that he is my home...
and walls, buildings, oceans, land,
sky and trees and all the earth...
can't stop me they can't keep me
or fill his wondrous worth.

I just miss him
and it hurts...
its painful and it hurts.
Its altogether larger then
all my epic dreams...
God!
What am I gonna do...
what am I gonna do.
I need him and I want him and I love
him through and through.