'As you sleep... SMS from Jaes to Sharron...'

04/03/05

As you sleep i am seeping into your dreams...

Laughing with you...

In delicate embrace...

Stroke your spirit...

Your beautiful grace...

Goodnight my one...

'Safe'...SMS from Jaes to Sharron...

09/02/05

Baby...

I always feel safe to be me...

You are my true companion for today tomorrow and always...

I love you with all that I am...

'Flow drift spur purr...' SMS from Jaes to Sharron...

08/02/05

Good afternoon my rain cool wash caress
my winter warmth and summer splash...

My lingering smile and sweet wild mess...

My painted precious lushess liquid fluid flow drift spur purr and tingle...
You keep me still for my hearts jingle jangle my pulse is all atangled with possibilities with you...

I love you my dream girl...

you are my world

'Caring Affection' SMS fromJaes to Sharron...

09/02/05

You always keep me anchored with your truest intentions...

And all your most caring affection & inclinations return to you in the form of my love that wants your upturned lips to be a fixture upon your bright tender face...

A face I've come to associate with a love so strong I weep tears of relief,

my soulmate has arrived in all god's beautiful glory...

I love you...

'Bonk Bang Crash'...SMS from Jaes to Sharron...

02/03/05

Baby...

you're my endless breath scope running gasp
my desperate lusty clasp rapture unmasked...

I want to
oil you
lather your sexy body
I want to
stop the elevator
and
bonk bang crash
into your liquid loins
our barriers bent broken
a token
of our merging gaze
our dark delicious ways...

I want to
enjoy
your body baby...

Eat you all up
like an emperor at a feast...

I lust love you baby...

Now and evermore...

'Can't help being happy...' 

'My One and Only..Mi Casa' 

'When I...'

His heart is turned to yours.

When I wake,
and
first thing remember...

you,

when I lie down,
and
last thing remember...

you,

when I paint...
and inspiration comes from...

you,

when I sing...
and sing like...

you're listening,

when I dance...
and dance like you can see...

me,

when I write...
and voice my...

heart,

when I speak...
and express my...

heart,

when I feel...
with all my...

heart,

I feel safe
and want to give it all...

to you,

and
I know that I'm further then I've ever been before

I'm swimming...
where
the horizon meets the sun...
I'm basking naked...
in its warmth

I'm undulating...
I'm floating...
I have no fear

The day turns
to night...
then
the moon glows...
and
I can touch its shadowed tip

I'm resting on the edge...
of the universe...

resting
in your gaze...

of truth...

breathing in
your steady...
worth

crying relief
at this rare...
sincerity

and I'm resting
in you there

in the still,

peaceful,

hush

of

your

true love.

'Beyond My Loving You'

Jaes...

You are my dive deep desire,
my exploding star of every colour...
and life less then this...

will no longer do.

You fill my blood with your soul...

and so...

beyond my loving you...

I crave you too...
want you...
desire you...
at any moment

aware
of you...

I
dream
of you...
embrace you...
will never have enough
of you.

I love your thoughts...
they reflect my own

In liberation

I'm finally...

home.

Inside my soul I sense you there...
and my spirit flies to greet you...

no longer bound by barbed hindrance...

these wings unfurl in glorious song
softened with your tender care
and blaze a trail as we
rising soar...
Never again
to crease...
and I remember
who I am.

You
expose
your own heart...

you lay it wide...

open...

you welcome me
with unguarded
passion...

and
give me
all I want...

and all I want...
is to rest
in there...

with you...

forever
more.

'What Am I Gonna Do...'

I miss him...
Oh God
what am I gonna do...
I miss him...

What is this dance?
what is this chance
I've taken?
This romance
thats shaken...
me to my core...
left me aching...
wanting...
more...
and more and more.

What am I gonna do
I just want him near me...
to sink my teeth into his soul
to stretch out beside him
underneath him
so whole...
and flow
in the drift drive driven undertow.

This thrilling edge
this towering cliff,
this force, this longing, this screaming lust,
this thump and grind and searing thrust...

What am I gonna do...
when he's over there
and I'm over here...
its tearing me apart
and cuts me to the bone
when I know without a doubt
that he is my home...
and walls, buildings, oceans, land,
sky and trees and all the earth...
can't stop me they can't keep me
or fill his wondrous worth.

I just miss him
and it hurts...
its painful and it hurts.
Its altogether larger then
all my epic dreams...
God!
What am I gonna do...
what am I gonna do.
I need him and I want him and I love
him through and through.

'Forever My Sayang' by Jaeson Iskandar.

In the eventide
In the morning wash
In the twilight glow
In the rainbows shadow

In the glorious misty dawn

In the heart-warm wings around my soul

In the wrapped spirit like a fire on my lips

I breathe out your name

Like a dragon sighs a prayer

And with shimmering wings as wide...

I rise above everything that held me down

In the arms of my truth...

In your strong embrace...

In your arms...

Your sweet loving ones...

In them...

I believe again...

In love...